It's been a very long time since I've written anything on here. So much has changed in my life these past few month's. I graduated from college in May and worked construction throughout the summer. I didn't end up with another job until December where I worked for a month at the news station. That was fun while it lasted but I got a better job that I started in January. I like the job that I'm currently at and I plan on staying there unless something that pays better comes up. Enough talk about jobs. In January I went on vacation to Marco Island Florida with 3 of my friends. There were some ups and downs but overall we had a great time! There is nothing better that being on the beach enjoying the sun and the water. It's the greatest feeling in the world. I can't say that I have tons of friends but the ones I do have are the best I could ask for. They would never do anything to harm or upset me. I haven't been able to see much of my best friend Phil lately. In January he got a job in Philadelphia Pennsylvania which is 4 hours away from where I live. I try to make it down there at least once a month but that doesn't always happen. When he does come home he's usually busy or just to exhausted to do anything. He just got a new apartment so I will be going down to check that out soon. I feel like the distance is kind of disconnecting us but I can't let that happen. My other best friend Kristie finished Grad school in and she has been having trouble finding a teaching job ever since. I feel really bad that she is unable to find a job because she really enjoys teaching children and she is so good at it. If nothing comes up the she will be forced to get into another career choice. Me and her have made a really strong friendship this past year and I hope that it continues to stay that way. She is a really fun and caring person. I enjoy all of the time we spend together. We have a lot of good times and she just makes me happy! =) Recently over the past month it seems as though she's been distant and disconnected. I don't know if it was something I did and if it was I hope that she would tell me. Something just doesn't seem right. It could also just be that we have both been busy lately. Hopefully it's nothing and things will go back to the way they were. I could never loose her as a friend. We have each others backs for life! I am still a single guy. I haven't been in a relationship in over 2 and a half years. Ever since the breakup there has been an empty space inside me that I want to have filled again. In this life you need love. I think that is very important. I want to be able to share that with someone again and get the feeling of being in love. I am a very romantic person and without that in my life I'm not really complete. People say that I'm not trying hard enough but they have no idea. It's hard for me. I'm not extremely confident so I don't just walk up to a girl and ask her out. A million thoughts run through my head when I see someone that I like but I never have the confidence to act on it. That is definitely something I need to work on or I will never have anyone for myself. I think that is why I become depressed sometimes. I just fee like I will never have that someone in my life. I am still living at home with my family. They are all doing good. It seems like my parents go on a vacation or small getaway at least once a month. They deserve it and I'm glad they are able to do that. My sister is graduating from college this month the she is going to work at Disney world at the end of August. She will have fun doing that. We are planning on taking a family vacation for a week to Ocean City New Jersey at the end of July. That should be a lot of fun. I have always thought of that place as my second home. I have been going there since I was a baby and I love it every time. I still wish we owned our oceanfront property there. I love the beach and the ocean! Hopefully my friends will be able to come down for the weekend while we are there. We always have fun when we are together. So I know it's been a long time since I have updated this but there you go. Hopefully it won't be so long before I update again but some things I need to get accomplished are: 1.See what's wrong with my friend and fix it. 2.Find myself a Girlfriend. 3.Keep my eyes open for another job. 4.Keep in better contact with my friend. Until next time!